Spring is dancing

How deep i can get

inside myself;
go till i reach a point,
beside myself;

good old Lord,
how much can I take?
before I fall,
another couple of steps...

now when I look back,
I see nothing that mattered;
some dreams were broken,
others were shattered...



now i am standing,
in a place,
where i stop
in the race...

the fact remains,
in the matter of fate,
there is love
jealousy and hate...

this way or that,
in another state,
you have to kill,
or you have to wait...

even in the circumstance,
of being filled with joy,
you have the making,
of a slow coy...

now what do I do,
now where do I go,
for the reason aint nuff,
you did this, so and so...

we all have excuses,
for being sad,
driving home,
till we get mad...

but the better way is,
to stay calm,
and hope somehow
this time passes by...

till the roses bloom once more,
and the birds are singing in rows...
and the spring tells u in the ear,
she's dancing from side to side...

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"Paint my February sky"

The blistering winter has,
Blown and passed.
After all a bleeding heart,
Has to shiveringly last.
In evergreen memories that,
Accumulates from the shredded flowers;
In exfoliages and dried leaves.
As a nostalgic old fragrance,
That continues to haunt me.
Freezing my bones to drink,
A lukely warm cup of tear that bleeds;
Bolied under my grievances.

Hey! Now i fly and flew with,
My mind to outback.
Pouring my heart out,
To paint the february sky.
Revealing the latent colors,
Mixed under every shade of mine.
As i brushingly oscillate for the pallet,
To n fro in utter frredom;
To paint my february sky.

Like the virgin violet lullabies,
My Mother sang to me;
When Springs used to arrive.
Like the faded black fuliginously,
Gathered clouds from which;
My every new agony showers.
Like a crimson tear that oozes,
As my heart bleeds to shed.
When everytime it missingly,
Stares at her reminiscence;
At a dear loss of someone,
Ooh! someone so special.
As suddenly just from nowhere,
The golden flares flooded;
That burnt my ocean of love.
Dryily evaporating it away from me,
So far away...
Even from my distant dreams.

Ooh! But now i fly,
And flew with my heart to outback.
For a quick recovery from,
My own accidental suicide;
To paint the february sky.
Revealing the latent colors,
Mixed under every shade of mine.
As i brushingly oscillate for the pallet,
To n fro in utter frredom;
To paint my february sky.

And nowadays...,
I wander in the wild greens;
Inquest of a purple haze.
As prophesized by the,
Long white beard sages.
Walking on an endless grey pitched road,
To meet the saffron horizon.
And bury there all,
Auburn desires of mine.
Ooh! Just to re-live again,
So carelessly naked and bare;
To live a color-less life that still remains.
Amen!!! Amen!!! Amen!!

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Hopeless

All you care to just ever do,

is fight for something new;

All i think of lately,

is all sorrow of me;

for both our sake,

im keeping the fake;

cloudy days have no sun,

no pun intended and no fun;

family is nowhere,

sadness prevails;

there is this eerie quiet,

that kills, kills, in stills...

what can is say,

when all i do is quit...

i quit the game,

i always do,

but then it draws me back in,

further game lost and further sin...

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Reflections

In the beginning was me,

in the end is none;

say it was tragedy, pain,

memories and some fun;

what mattered was 

none less then you;

always smiling

with a problem new;

still there are people

who think;

you were trouble;

watch me wink...

that look in your eyes,

when I left you;

must have hurt as hell,

but mine no clue;

as I think about 

what happened I realize;

it was sudden death of love,

yes a sad demise;

Now what I have 

is a pain which does not end;

the wind my love

will though always to you send;

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Birthday Wishes for my Love!!

From the beginning, we made it through,
Conquered oceans; mountains too.
On your birthday, I’m here for you,
Our special love; let us review.

The moment I laid, my eyes on you,
I hoped for love, my heart just knew.
You stared upon me, with eyes so true,
Our deep attraction only grew.

It was time for loves debut,
Everything just felt so new.
Gazed at stars, with a midnight view,
Temptations filled, I saw your cue.

In the skies, an angel flew,
Carved our path, we did pursue.
A bond so strong; far and few,
Forever love, I must, Thank you!

Now is ur birthday,
I've just got 2 say,
There's a little thing inside me,
That's saying......
u've got 2 stay!

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